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Bevin Prince is opening up for the first time about the death of her latehusband, William Friend.
The One Tree Hill alum, 40, recalled how she navigated the “absolute livingnightmare” of her husband’s death at age 33 in July, and how her fellow _OTH_costar Hilarie Burton-Morgan was there to support her.
Burton-Morgan, 40, drove nearly 700 miles from her farm in Upstate New York,where she lives with husband Jeffrey Dean Morgan. Prince resides inWilmington, North Carolina, where she runs her cycling studio Recess by BevinPrince, and where OTH filmed nine seasons from 2003 to 2012.
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“Hilarie got in her car when she found out my husband had passed and drovestraight to my house overnight,” she said as she appeared Friday on the 1on1with Jon Evans podcast. “She showed up on my door, and she was like, ‘Okay,what can I do?’
“And she sat with me, and she was just, once again, showing me what a specialhuman she is. Her intention for being there was just to help in any waypossible. It wasn’t, ‘Look at how good I am .Look at what I’m doing for you.’And I’m just eternally grateful,” Prince added.
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Prince noted that their fellow OTH alum Lee Norris also came to show hissupport.
The actress recalled that the day Friend died over July 4 weekend as “like anyother day that we’ve done a million times,” adding: “The storm was far away,we’re on the boat, everything’s fine. And then in an instant… everything haschanged. There’s no normal, and there’s no playbook for it.”
Friend, who was CEO of digital media company Bisnow at the time, waspronounced dead after he was struck by lightning during a family boat outingon Sunday, July 3. Although Prince was not on the boat at the time, they werefortunately next to a boat with a nurse onboard, and a police boat was passingby.
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“In my mind, there was absolutely nothing that could have been done. And Ihave to accept that this is larger than me and my understanding at this time,”Prince said.
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After her husband was moved to the police boat, first responders beganadministering aid until he was transported to a nearby hospital. “So, we hadtwo hours that we were unsure of what his fate was, and that was awful,”Prince recalled.
At his celebration of life, which took place the next weekend on his birthday,friends showed up from all over the world, and Prince noted that Friend was”the most fiercely loyal person I have ever met in my life.”
“I learned so much from him by watching how he treats people and how he showsup for them,” she said. “And every single person was there to show up for himand me. So, you just gotta get up.”
Prince said speaking at the ceremony was difficult, but she “felt, in mybones, Will holding me up.” She added that she continues to feel an undeniablespiritual connection to her husband, whom she married in May 2016.
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“I know that he can hear me, and I can feel him. There have been way too manythings that have happened that are just divine, and I know he’s there. It’snot a question,” Prince said, adding that he’s “played pranks on me. I knowhe’s trying to get me to expand even quicker.”
Prince explained when she realized that Friend’s death was “so much biggerthan me,” she was able to process the loss.
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“Right before he was struck, he looked at my father … he lit a cigar and hesaid, ‘Mike, well if we get struck by lightning, this is a good place to be.This is where I want to be. ‘ And then it happened,” she explained. “That, tome, really allows me the ability to process a little bit more that this is somuch bigger than me, that it wasn’t coincidence and also, nothing could have